Underwater

The older I grow the more I seem to hate myself, my life, the whole world for that matter. Everything that I thought was perfect has crumbled before me and now I live in a shattered world full of disappointments and ugly truths. How everyone's life can be so flawed yet we all live on is truly amazing. Right now, with every news I hear, I feel that Im drowning or more accurately speaking, Im living underwater. Its too unreal and the blows are slow and take long to set in.